I skipped going to work today. It was supposed to be my last graveyard shift for this month but I realized I’m too tired and I needed sleep. I dropped by my boyfriend’s house this morning after my shift; he’s been going through a rough patch at work lately and I know he needs someone to be with him to keep his mind off of things. Only I wish I could do more for him but I can only hold his hand. Anyway, thus explaining why I haven’t slept properly yet because I’ve been with him all morning.
I also feel like I haven’t written a decent entry yet. I don’t feel like I’ve written anything that actually has my heart in it (not that I’m writing a lot lately anyway, but still). It’s getting harder and harder to organize anything in my head the more that I skip writing. I must be getting rusty, yes? I haven’t read a book in quite a while even.
It’s been raining hard all afternoon. When Jeff and I got home, we decided that while I sleep, he can play the PS2 console here at home. But since it’s been a little too cold and dark, we both fell asleep on the couch. I wake up from time to time to see him and I’m glad he’s getting sleep. He’s been up all night trying to work his mind up regarding his problem. I worry a lot. I could be grumpy all I want but today is all about him, so I put my toddler issues aside be the person he needs me to be. I just want to cheer him up for even a little while.