Damp rain smell.

I skipped going to work today. It was supposed to be my last graveyard shift for this month but I realized I’m too tired and I needed sleep. I dropped by my boyfriend’s house this morning after my shift; he’s been going through a rough patch at work lately and I know he needs someone to be with him to keep his mind off of things. Only I wish I could do more for him but I can only hold his hand. Anyway, thus explaining why I haven’t slept properly yet because I’ve been with him all morning.

I also feel like I haven’t written a decent entry yet. I don’t feel like I’ve written anything that actually has my heart in it (not that I’m writing a lot lately anyway, but still). It’s getting harder and harder to organize anything in my head the more that I skip writing. I must be getting rusty, yes? Β I haven’t read a book in quite a while even.

It’s been raining hard all afternoon. When Jeff and I got home, we decided that while I sleep, he can play the PS2 console here at home. But since it’s been a little too cold and dark, we both fell asleep on the couch. I wake up from time to time to see him and I’m glad he’s getting sleep. He’s been up all night trying to work his mind up regarding his problem. I worry a lot. I could be grumpy all I want but today is all about him, so I put my toddler issues aside be the person he needs me to be. I just want to cheer him up for even a little while.


4 thoughts on “Damp rain smell.

  1. I know that feeling of not having written a “decent entry.” You know how I got around this? I posted random, whimsical photos of seemingly mundane events. I liked how you called your issues “toddler.” I share the same sentiments with my own issues, har har. And I think just being there for your guy is a great help in itself.

    By the way I would love to add you to my little blogroll. : ]

    • I’ll give that a try. I always meant to try, or at least write little bits of details in my day so I can compile them when I write. Only I keep forgetting, which is probably one thing I should forget first. :/

      Thanks! I would really like that. ❀ Looking forward to read more from you!

    • OMG, I am a self-absorbed, brat, spoiled and stubborn girlfriend… before. And I learned from it the hard way. 😦 I felt it was like to be hated and it didn’t feel good the least bit. I had to claw my way back in his good graces. It was the saddest year of my life, as far as I can remember. But it’s all good now at least. I did say I learned. You know, you just need someone to break the tough shell you have. Someone to make you go beyond your boundaries and make you do things you won’t do before. πŸ˜€

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